I still care and I’m not going to pretend otherwise. Am I willing to get pulled back into drama and feeling bad about myself? No. But just because someone isn’t in your life doesn’t mean you don’t miss them. I don’t need to pretend to be tough and prove to everyone I’ve moved on when Read More →

I’m always working on forgiving people in my life. My father is a big one for me, though he’s more about coming to terms with that he’ll never change and that despite everything I do love him. I have an old friend who I still have close mutual friends with that I feel I’ve come Read More →

When you have a falling out with someone I think it’s important to lay out your own mistakes along with understanding what they did to hurt you. Relationships don’t fall apart because one person screwed it all up, it’s a 2 way street. In regards to an ex-friend of mine here are the mistakes I Read More →

Right now I’m reading The Spectacular Now and loving it, it’s reminding me of reading One Day and I looooooved that book, read it several times now. I just really hope I don’t end up curled up in a ball and sobbing at the end like with the latter book. I had some horrible thigh Read More →

I’ve had a bit of drama in my life lately but through this I’ve realized how much I’ve grown up because of how I’ve handled it. To be fair I posted a few things on Facebook and wrote a couple of blog posts out of anger but I don’t really regret it because the people Read More →

High expectations of people around you will lead to disappointment. I know this. I know that people are generally not on the same wavelength and one person will be expecting more than another person. Back when my furkid Pilot got sick with cancer, had a leg amputated, an eye tumor removed and then died I Read More →

  I worry about posting things about family members here because I never know if they read it but then again if they do they never ever say a word about it. So I’m going to assume they don’t. I like keeping this blog as much out of my personal life as possible, it makes Read More →

70% of my holidays were me banging my head against the wall to keep me from going completely insane. I did have a few nice moments though. My Chanukah dinner was nice, nobody pissed anyone off that I know of. The Xmas party at SILs was nice too, in fact it was particularly nice without Read More →

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. ~Mignon McLaughlin It’s been a year since our big hoopla and while the day wasn’t perfect (is any day perfect?) it was as perfect for me. When I think back I remember the converse, the gerber daisies, the music, the best Read More →