Staying Patient

Patience is not something I excel in. I like things done now, this moment. My husband likes to put things off and it drives me crazy so usually I kind of prod him until he does it now. I think one of the hardest parts […]

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The Beginning

I started this private journey because I haven’t told anyone yet. I am not ashamed at all, I just know this discussion is important to have face to face because people make assumptions about it. I have my own website that I will upload these […]

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More Than Words

No, this is not about the Jimmy Fallon music video made with Jack Black that is all over social media, this is about me. I’ve been saying forever about wanting to move on and wanting to let go. I’ve never pretended like this was an […]

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Fucking Up

Sometimes I jump to conclusions and make assumptions and I hate when I do that. I really try to right it when I do wrong and I try to own up to it. It sucks, it’s embarrassing and shows a nasty side of myself. One […]

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A Dream?

I had a dream last night that we got together and were friendly, laughing and completely on the same page. We talked for a while and really listened to each other. The conversations were full of accepting our own faults and being completely honest with […]

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All or Nothing

It’s really easy to have expectations of people in your life but it’s the best way to be disappointed. I think as you get to know someone you kind of learn what you get from them but as a relationship changes you have to change […]

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I Love You and I Like You

Parks and Recreation is over and I’m sad. The last episode was emotional and I cried but I think the only finale I didn’t cry during was The L Word because it was an utter joke of a finale. This ending, it was good but […]

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