Archive For The “All About Me” Category

Forgiving Someone Else

I think I’m pretty good at forgiving people for things, I’m still close friends with several people who bad shit has gone down with. I do, however, have a hard time forgetting and moving on. I may not speak up or say anything but in the back of my mind it’s always there. The one [...]

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Forgiving Myself

I could probably write an entire month long meme on what to forgive myself for. There are smaller things that any normal person should just let go of and there are bigger things that maybe one or two people in the entire world know about. There are things I’ve done to others and things I’ve [...]

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Something You Love About Yourself

02 –> Something you love about yourself. I love how deeply I care and how emotional I am. I mean sometimes it drives me crazy because I’m so fucking sensitive all the time. Everything effects me so strongly and I wear my heart on my sleeve but with all of this I believe I connect [...]

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Something You Hate About Yourself.

One of the reasons I started blogging, or rather started journaling back when I first learned to write, was to get to myself better. Whenever I feel a little lost about who I am all it takes is me writing here to get a little push. I’m actually in a pretty good place right now [...]

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Songs About Me

Over the years people have commented that a song reminds them of me. I think it’s pretty interesting how different the songs are. Mary Jane by Alanis – Someone said this song made them think of me back in my really dark days when I was a teenager (yes, I used to be much darker). [...]

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Spoiled Opportunities

I’ve been told so many time in my life (or just implied, I love implications) that I’m spoiled. Funny thing is for the first 10 years of my life I was viewed as quite the opposite from just about all the kids I knew. At that time I was living in a very poor city [...]

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My Bucket List

My list of shit to do before I kick the ol bucket. Live anywhere else. I’ve lived here basically my entire life, I want to experience living somewhere else, preferrably out of this country. Buy our dream house. This probabaly will be an old victorian house we’d fix up. I want a BIG bathroom with [...]

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My Fascination With The Disturbed

I have a fascination with things that are disturbing. I read true crime books, watch true crime shows, I love abandoned buildings (particularly the mental hospitals), I seak out those movies that most people can’t bare to sit through and someday I genuinely hope to visit Chernobyl. Many times my husband, who is weird in [...]

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My Formative Years

This weekend I’m having 2 awesome people over and it just so happens the three of us haven’t been together in over a decade. We were friends our first semester in college and one of the three of us didn’t come back for the next semester but that one semester really bonded us for life. [...]

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Terrors of the Night

I usually hear about people having night terrors as a child and that they grow out of it. I am a 32 year old woman and I still have night terrors. I can go for months without having one and then having several in a week. I think one time I had 4 in one [...]

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