Running On Empty
I’m here, I just have zero energy and want to collapse to the floor. For the past 3 weeks the main admin has been out, the first week she was on vacation and the last 2 she was unable to come in for medical reasons. This co-worker is retiring soon and was supposed to train me but she hadn’t done it yet. So with her gone I had to pick up the pieces and that means a LOT of extra work. I also had to figure out how to do most of it by myself.
So I’ve been doing the work of nearly 2 people, which wouldn’t be so bad if I wasn’t so damn tired from this weekend and then going out to Boston Monday night. Then, of course, since I was feeling crappy I’ve been eating slightly crappier, which only makes it worse. Oh yeah, also allergies that wake me up in the middle of the night/morning with my eyes watering or not being able to breath.
It’s a good thing I have friday and monday off because this is seriously no fun. I just want to curl up and cry. I just feel like giving up and saying “fuck it” to everything. Fuck allergies. Fuck my job. Fuck my fucking commute. Fuck my body that is like a bratty child having a tantrum and slumping onto the floor in protest.