Things I am Not Proud Of

  • I hate my husband a little bit because he does have to to my drive everyday. Not that he gets to stay home (I’d go nuts at home all day everyday) but that he doesn’t have to go out into the early morning bitter cold and sit in traffice. Maybe he should be my choffeur.
  • I almost never drink water, at all. I drink about 32 oz. of crystal light on weekdays because I force myself but on the weekends I don’t drink much of anything but coffee. I can only imagine how dehydrated I am every day.
  • I am angry, all the time. I can tell everyone else is. I assume this to be a mixture of the economy and the weather. Maybe I should take up kickboxing again or just start randomly slapping people (I really don’t think I’m a puncher) :gemini:
  • I had previously tamed my bagel habbit and it’s coming back full force, be afraid, be very afraid.
  • My social phobia is getting much worse again, I just want to avoid everything and everyone but I can’t. My exhibit is already starting to make me panic.
  • I feel like I really don’t know anything about photography and I should really learn techniques but I’m impatient and am not a manual reader.
  • The song I Wanna Be A Rockstar makes me tear up, I have no idea why and am pretty sure I need serious help. It doesn’t make me sad or happy, it just reacts a weird emotion in me.
  • I have pretty much nothing of interest to share and when I have to renew my blog I’m debating if it’s something I want to do. I have two domains and we really can’t afford them both right now, not sure what I’ll end up doing but I have a few months to decide.

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  1. H.

    February 9, 2009 at 10:47 am

    I get irritated when Roscoe gets to sleep in and I have to go to work.

    You’re a good photographer.

    Sometimes blogs are too much work. I only update mine once or twice a week.

  2. B

    February 9, 2009 at 11:35 am

    Just keep one and make a subdomain!

  3. Giggle Pixie

    February 9, 2009 at 12:49 pm

    I’m excited for you about your exhibit, but I totally understand the social phobia. That is part of what has me so isolated right now. I have some people a few towns away who I could reach out to, but I don’t – partly oout of social fear and partly because I fear I’ll only end up letting them down like everyone else by canceling plans all the time.

    Ugh…hopefully we’re all going to cheer up and things will be better once this cold, gray, nastiness goes away!

  4. Gwen

    February 9, 2009 at 5:25 pm

    You CAN’T stop blogging!!! *fights the urge to sing “don’t stop believing”* If this place is costing you too much move over to something free like wordpress. Just don’t leave meeeeeeeee!!!!!!! *sob*


  5. edmcbride

    February 9, 2009 at 6:12 pm

    thats it lady, next month we’re all getting together. pick a date and we’ll be there. damn this social phobia to hell and back!

  6. edmcbride

    February 9, 2009 at 6:21 pm

    we can spend the day in newport! that might be fun!

    its a manly man and ed adventure! :whip:

  7. edmcbride

    February 9, 2009 at 6:26 pm

    i don’t have to run it by crystal, i’m the man!

    wait, i can’t even type that.

    i’ll pass this info on to crystal and we’ll work something out


  8. metalmom

    February 9, 2009 at 7:54 pm

    just start randomly slapping people

    Well, why the hell not? :whosnext:

  9. metalmom

    February 9, 2009 at 9:26 pm

    Sure, why not? I’ll join ya!

  10. edmcbride

    February 9, 2009 at 9:44 pm

    crystal is cool with the newport thing!! lets set a date!!

  11. themuttprincess

    February 9, 2009 at 10:04 pm

    I have been seriously ignoring my blog. I have been facebooking, and that seems to be enough for me. Plus, I need to update lots of crap on my blog. Can I hire someone to do that?

    I need to renew mine as well… I may, but I just as well may not.

    I only drive 4.5 miles. Or so. Not bad, but somedays it is all I can do just to get there, and stay there. Work sucks sometimes.

    Hope you get over the anxiety for the show. I would love to go, but the distance is too much. If you know what i mean.

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