I hate that we’re not speaking.
I hate that I feel so guilty but I don’t know why.
I hate that I know you are going through something very difficult and emotional right now and I have no idea how you are doing.
I hate that I can’t be there for you.
I hate that I feel if I reach out I’ll lose you entirely but if I do nothing you’ll drift away.
I hate that I feel I have no right to have any feelings because what you are dealing with is far worse.
I hate that our lives have both been so full of joy and hurt but we haven’t been able to share it with each other.
I hate that I don’t know what to do…