Some Friday Feelings

I hate that we’re not speaking.

I hate that I feel so guilty but I don’t know why.

I hate that I know you are going through something very difficult and emotional right now and I have no idea how you are doing.

I hate that I can’t be there for you.

I hate that I feel if I reach out I’ll lose you entirely but if I do nothing you’ll drift away.

I hate that I feel I have no right to have any feelings because what you are dealing with is far worse.

I hate that our lives have both been so full of joy and hurt but we haven’t been able to share it with each other.

I hate that I don’t know what to do…


  • http://www.jenniferhasspoken.com Jen

    :hug: :hug: :hug:

    Sometimes the best thing to do is just to let her know that you are here for her when she is ready to need you. Chances are you will not loose her if you reach out to her.

  • http://www.roadlessunraveled.com Robin

    Already did that.

  • http://www.themuttprincess.com themuttprincess

    Oh I am sorry…. I don’t know what to say..

    :erik:

  • http://www.roadlessunraveled.com Robin

    :hug:

  • http://two-fifteen.net/journal H.

    Have you thought about sending her a card or a letter telling her how you feel?

    I’m sorry you’re going through that. It must be so hard!

  • http://www.roadlessunraveled.com Robin

    I’m making her something, I hope to make more progress on it this weekend.

  • http://whall.org/blog whall

    Hope it went ok. I hadt you had to go through it.

  • http://www.roadlessunraveled.com Robin

    Still working on it, thanks :hug: