Please Shut Me Up
I don’t need to get into this, I need to focus on seating arrangements for Kevin’s sake but I can’t help it. I had to say something, take with it what you want, because it means something to me personally and it ties in with the big step I am undergoing in my life.
When I met Erik he was married, although he had just barely begun his divorce. When I mean barely, he had only left 2 days before I met him. I know when I met him he was the love of my life but I was afraid of that, especially because of his situation.
The story is so long and complicated and sorted, 90% of it you probably wouldn’t believe if I told you. The first 3 years we were together he was married to someone else but they were divorcing. I will say though, even if I’d met him before he was separated I would have still fell madly in love with him and I have no apologies for that.
You can’t break up a relationship if the two people are really happy and really in love. I know with all my heart nobody else could ever come between Erik and I and that’s why I am marrying him. Who knows what would have happened if I’d met him before he was ready to leave, no matter how unhappy he was.
Life is too short to stay unhappy or to not follow your heart :erik: