I had a little bit of a panic attack today, ok I had a few. I’m such a mess, I can’t get my shit together. I wish someone could just ship me off to a place where I can zone out and be absolutely nothing. Maybe pills would be involved there…
The worst part is one day I’m totally fine and am completely together. I sometimes even feel really optimistic about everything.
Then other days I just lose control and I just want to give up. If I keep going at this rate I’m going to cause some damage to myself or just ruin the whole thing for myself.