If there is one word IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ve been from the day I was born and will forever be is sensitive. I intensely feel things and cannot just shrug things off. Sometimes I hate that about me and sometimes I think it makes me very real.
I think if I could just let things be what they are then life would be inherently easier and maybe IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢d be a little more happy on the basic level. I guess that has never been enough for me, I want to feel everything and absorb everything until I cannot anymore.
If you touch my heart you will be a part of me for the rest of my life even if itÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s so far inside that I cannot see it anymore. If I lose faith in you I will not be able to completely let it go but if you reach out to me I will certainly try. I will do my best to love to the fullest degree because life is far too short not to.
If you disappoint me I will tell you and I will have to walk away. IÃ¢â‚¬â„¢ve never been one to pretend that things are fine when they are not. If I am not happy, there is no way around it. I bruise easily and the hurt can last a long time.
If I loved you once I will love you forever. If you ever really need me I will be there but for the sake of my on heart I will keep my distance otherwise. Just because of what you were once in my life does not mean I owe you anything today. I owe you the truth and thatÃ¢â‚¬â„¢s it.
I am sensitive, complicated, trustworthy, emotional, approachable, fragile, paranoid, nervous, realistic and always ready to laugh. I donÃ¢â‚¬â„¢t always like everything about me but I am what I am. There are no twists or hidden parts, you will always know what I am about whether you like it or not.
No apologizes, just me.