Back To the Gym
IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m planning to join the gym a couple towns over from my houseÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã‚Â¦again. IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢ve joined that gym 2 or 3 times and IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢ve joined the gym at work about the same amount of times.
I enjoy the gym, I like how I feel after a workout and how much better I feel everyday. IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢ll get into this moment for a few months and then something will break the cycle and I end up giving up.
After the past few weeks feel tired and unhappy I realized I have to get more exercise. I donÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢t feel joining the gym at work is the best option since I can only go when IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m at work and I like to be at work as little as possible. This means I will have to go on the weekends and after work. Going after work is going to be tough but IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m hoping I can push myself.
IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m in the worst shape of my whole life and I feel like it. I think a big issue for me right now is my 2-3 hours of commuting everyday. ItÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s stressful and itÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s exhausting. Every single day I dread it more and more.
I wish I had a buddy to do the gym with, it would be a lot easier I think if I did.