Coming To An End
I talk about friendships a lot because my friends were always the ones I went to when I needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to share good news with. I guess I just never really had that with my family, or not in the way I needed.
I’ve watched friendships fall by the wayside my whole life. Someone you once considered nearly family eventually becomes a stranger. It’s not a fun part of life but it’s the way it is.
I’ve been losing tough with a friend who was once incredibly close to me and I’ve been trying to hold onto it for a while. As I see it we’ve just gone such different directions and I think it’s too hard to try to be something we aren’t.
I guess it’s just that she wants to be one kind of friend where I want to be another, does that make sense?
I’m just trying to let it fade out, since I have no real problems with her anymore, I just want to let it go.
I made her a scrapbook as a wedding present and I’ve been waiting months to be able to give it to her but she just hasn’t had the time. I ended up giving it to a friend to give to her when she saw her recently and to know surprise I haven’t heard a single word about it.
That hurt a lot and I think that was the last straw for me :kickcan: