IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m in some kind of funk and itÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s been getting a little worse every day it seems. Erik has definitely noticed it and I know itÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s hard for him to see me like this. I donÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢t know if itÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s a TOM thing or if itÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢s just that IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢m having a hard time.
I had this beautiful weekend to enjoy and I just couldnÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢t seem to enjoy it. Something just made me not want to do anything and by not doing anything only made it worse.
I had this urge to enjoy the outside like going for a walk or a hike or a bike ride but I just couldnÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢t do it. I kept stepping out onto my back deck and would take in how beautiful it was outside. Then IÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â€šÂ¬Ã¢â€žÂ¢d just slump back inside as the energy just seeped out of me.
I hope it passes, I suppose eventually everything had to get to me.