Disappointing, Like Life
Had our yard/moving sale today, it sucked. We even had a lot of nice furniture and almost nobody stopped. We probably made a total of $50 :dunno: Most of the day I sat on my ass and read (although I’m almost done with my book :thumbsup:) and we cleaned out the apartment head to toe (ok so Erik did not me so much).
I feel gross and I feel so tired being in the sun more in one day than I had all summer so far. I feel disappointed by it but not surprised entirely. I hate constantly learning how life is so often a huge disappointment and every once and a while things are good.
Sorry I sound so grumpy but damn I’m grumpy. Sometimes I just want to :flipa: life but the irony is what can you do? Shit happens and then comes tomorrow.
Do you ever still wonder? Why me? Why does this have to happen now? What “lesson” am I learning now and when oh when will it be over?
I’m tired and must change out of these gross clothes :twitchy: