The Curse of My Breasts
I had a breast reduction at age 15 and it was not an easy thing to go through. It was the most painful thing IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢ve ever experienced and at such a complicated age this made life that much tougher.
I remember coming to school after my surgery (2 weeks of healing of course) and I felt like a freak. At the time all my friends and boyfriend were on a band trip so I had almost no friends to lean on. I did however get through it and it is still to this day the best decision I ever made.
At age 15 having size DDD breasts is uncomfortable and awkward every single second of the day. When in public I always felt like people were staring at me and at home I couldnÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t sleep without a bra on because it would cause so much pain. Hell I couldnÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t do Colorguard without wearing an entire leotard to strap them down.
Now because of gaining some weight again I’m up to a DD and I’m so disappointed in myself.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â Without my bra on my breasts ache and with my bra on the wire now digs into my rib cage.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I go to try clothes on and many of the cute stuff don’t fit me because of my breasts.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I feel like I’m in high school again.