I can’t explain it but when I’m hanging around some people I feel this need to apologize for how much weight I’ve gained, like I assume it’s bothering them. I can’t help but feel guilty for my weight and that I owe some kind of explanation.
I told this to Erik as we headed back to the place we were going to stay for the night and obviously he said that was completely rediculous. I know it’s rediculous but this is something I honestly think about in certain groups of people.
I really need more therapy.