And the blog goes on
ItÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢s been crazy, IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢ve said that already havenÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t I?ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â Seriously, I donÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t even seem to have time to process a real thought of my own.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I come home and zone out every single night.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I miss writing real posts and I hope I can find a little more time to do some actually writing again.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
This life IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢m living right now, even though I know IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢m SO lucky, is wearing thin on me quickly.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I drive an hour to work in traffic, my head spins on and off for 4 hours, I take a lunch where I zone out, my head spins another 4 hours, I drive home another hour in traffic, sometimes I go to Curves, I veg in from on the tv for a few hours and then crash.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I miss my friends, I miss DOING things and I really donÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t do much of anything anymore.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â This weekend IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢m going to DO something even if itÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢s going to the movies or bowling or taking a long walk.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
Aside from that, I made a proposition to Erik the other day (no nothing dirty like that).ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I suggested the idea of him being a contributor to my blog from time to time.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â HeÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢s a brilliant writer, even if sometimes a bit obscure, but I will ask him to be a little more straightforward with his writing.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â Not that I donÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t like his style but it wouldnÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢t quite fit the vibe of my blog.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â IÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¾Ã‚Â¢m excited to see what he does and hope he too has the time to write something up.
So thereÃƒÆ’Ã‚Â¢ÃƒÂ¢Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ã‚Â¬Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â¦something to look forward to on here 😀