I had a nightmare
A baby nightmare.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
I had a dream that I had a baby.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
I’ve had these kinds of dreams from time to time throughout my twenties but I hadn’t had one for years (since being with Erik) and suddenly last night I had one.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â Is it my stupid maternal clock or something going off against my personal wishes?ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I mean I was really pregnant and even gave birth.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â I felt pain and I felt excitement.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
Sometimes these feelings, these dreams, make me wonder if it’s really something I want but am just too scared to address or if it’s just a natural part of being female.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â
on another note my site or admin panel was down for a while this morning which is why I’m late getting on.ÃƒÆ’Ã¢â‚¬Å¡Ãƒâ€šÃ‚Â Off to my usual Housewife Saturday.