The Awful Truth

I’m feeling pretty miserable lately and sometimes I feel like I’m one cupcake away from going over the edge. I have no energy…I just want to sleep. I know part of it has to do with how much we are struggling to get by and get some kind of resolution of this whole divorce thing.

Today I feel hopeless…again. Today I feel worthless and empty. Today I feel like the world is closing in around me and I’m not sure I want to wake up tomorrow. I look at Aurora sleeping so soundly and what I’d give to trade places with her for just a little bit.

Just for a little bit I want things not to be so hard and to find a little progress along the way. Maybe tomorrow I’ll feel differently…I probably will but today I am just surrounded by failure. Today I don’t want to be me.

I hope tomorrow is different.

  1. Maureen

    September 20, 2005 at 7:25 pm


    I hope tomorrow is better, too. Isn’t it usually better?

    We all have ups & downs. All you can do with each day is make the best choices you can with the knowledge you have and the energy & financial resources that you can find.


  2. Robin

    September 20, 2005 at 8:25 pm

    Well tomorrow I get back into my daily routine which makes it easier. I also will be back at teh gym since Friday.

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